I'm really not sure what to do... I've been feeling so lonely lately. I feel so empty. I mean yeah I have great friends, but even with that it can only fill the void I have so much.

My heart is aching to love someone. I don't know what to do. I try to meet women, but I'm just so self conscious that they wouldn't want anything to do with me. Why do I care so much? If they don't like me that is their problem, at least I tried then. I just can't walk up to someone and start up a conversation, it gets so difficult.

I just really feel like crying right now.

Ugh!