October 20th, 2001



I'm really not sure what to do... I've been feeling so lonely lately. I feel so empty. I mean yeah I have great friends, but even with that it can only fill the void I have so much.

My heart is aching to love someone. I don't know what to do. I try to meet women, but I'm just so self conscious that they wouldn't want anything to do with me. Why do I care so much? If they don't like me that is their problem, at least I tried then. I just can't walk up to someone and start up a conversation, it gets so difficult.

I just really feel like crying right now.

  • Current Music
    the hum on my two computers...

Josie and the Pussycats

I just watched it, it's a really cute movie, I liked it. Helped cheer me up a little. Juliana Hatfield has such a great voice.

I love how the movie pokes fun at itself and marketing and advertising in general. I don't think I have ever seen so many product placements in my life!

Now I have to figure out what to watch next, either something on TV or watch the 70's Show and Undeclared I recorded this week.
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    sad sad